Wednesday, May 14, 2008
i cannot believe myself... im a hopeless freak.. seriously if i can do it last time i dun see y i can't do it this time... i know the situation is a little bit different... okay it's alot different but still... ergh!! hate myself for being this weakling... on one hand im afraid to let go... on the other i know i really need to... i cannot believe myself...
ytd was the big deadline for EVERYTHING! CB individ assignment, MRM rpt n MRM presentation... MRM rpt guess wad... at 11am den i realised that we didn't do enuf and i didn't have the data so I had to call one of my teammate and went to his hse to do it till the nxt morn... haha.. luckily under my grpmate's persistence I got 2 hours of slp... it's such a nice feeling u know.... I think im alr in the hol mood now... after the big deadline and the scare frm the rpt, suddenly ytd nite I felt like super duper awake... n for once in the office I could like relax... not like having something weighing in my heart. But i think i shd start to worry abt my exams... Hope I can do well... do as well or even better in SMU because I need to... pls pls pls!! I really need to!! *fingers crossed!!*
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